i should hav nvr ever met you... the pain i put on myself is unbearable... y do i get so deep? am i mad or something? when will i be ready to let go? im sick of being sad... y cnt i feel happy being loved? is that so much to ask for? im tired... so tired... really..... feeling imprisoned... i jus wanna fly away...
yesterday i witnessed the sadness of a mother letting go of her children...
tears swell as emotions rush to the heart...
this is one mother that has to go before everything is lost...
indeed like what the chinese use to say "in this world, there is only one person u can rely on... mum..."
life is so much real when meeting people like these... it did touched my heart dearly...
unconditonal love...
thats what im feeling now...
its when youre willing to do anything for that person without any returns... i knw that i had been being cheated all this while... what can i do? i wanna break free but its harder than it seems...
i'd lost alot during this period... alot of first were done... and all but to an ass....
if only i had met the right person... someone that truely cares... doesnt lie... cheat... etc...
im jus a toy that was used and thrown...
i dnt regret anything... i jus wished that it didnt end off like that...
im in total self denial.........
qoute of the day
"but when ur at either one of them, u should not get influenced or distracted by the other, thats a skill, you should master." Da jie
